Catholics are messed up in the head....i mean, purgatory....honestly?? wow, this world is sad. Last night was a depressing night. There is this guy i've talked to online periodically for over a year now. his name is luis, and he lives in the dominican republic. i asked him if he believe in God and that Jesus died to save his sins......he replied by saying that he believes in god but not jesus. i argued with him for over 45 minutes about the subject and about religion and the bible and everything about it, and i eventually got nowhere. i wanted to cry. i tried so hard, but he's still going to hell. im just so sad, like i didnt say the right things or i didnt try hard enough or something.........please pray for him.
I went over to Stephies house yesterday, we had a grand time writing our article. it turned out really really good, especially for being posted in the bathroom. i shall post it later for all of you who are curious. Brett had a game, i only saw part of the 4th quarter, and they lost by 1 point. i felt bad for him. good ole' 5th grade bball. lol
so, like i said before, last night was sad. i talked to marcus.....didnt go to bed till 11:30 yet again for the 3rd night in a row.
Today is not going much better. I dont know why, but i feel like an outsider, like no one is really talking to me today except for brittany, and things just feel weird......people change :( and im still sad from last night, but its just hard to come to school, when none of your friends make much of a point to strike up a conversation......oh well......thats another thing i'll have to pray for.

there are times i just wish i was up in heaven and not here on this earth.
or at camp because at camp the stars shine brighter because you're closer to heaven.
I've had alot on my mind lately but this is all I can remember for now. I guess i'll be back later seeing as how i'm at school right now. in all circumstances....pray.

Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth. ~Ps. 25:4-5