2005: Every day is one step closer to ________.

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:25,27,34

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

rachel and steph, i was trying to find that thing we were thinking of, here it is from an old BLOG (just for beth) entry:

friday was a breathtaking, electrifying, exhilarating, intoxicating, thrilling, titillating, spastic day..........
i went over to rachels, we looked at the scrap book and reminisced......then we made these awesome shakes with oreos, ice cream, and milk....they were amazing!!
we waited for steph, talked about some provocative things, then ate our pizza. stephanie came over and we had an amazing time.
read steph's blog and it will explain the super-de-duper hyjacking the bus plan we had.
we then planned to steal a cart with my jeep. we will put hosiery over our heads, and play the mission impossible theme song blasting out of my car as the car bounces around. the whole parking lot will be looking at us as we steal the cart.....the cops will arrest us and my dad will laugh at us when we are in jail......and rachel will say "bum-mer" lol just wait for the mug-shots! WE ARE GOING TO STEAL A CART!!!

this summer we are going to protest about the price of lettuce.......we are going to stand on the corner in west bend with signs of large lettuces with sad faces. we will be dressed up as: a carrot, a lettuce, and a dressing bottle....people will throw tomoatoes at us to complete our salad, and we will eat the tomatoes. we will shout this out in unison.........
"Don't be a savage, give us our cabbage..."
"we eat lettuce to stay healthy, but the prices are too wealthy...."
"lettuce is the anti-vegetable....."


ha ha ha ha ha.........

good day to you all! JESUS LOVES YOU!!!

The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him. ~Nahum 1:7
Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on to the heights....~Habakkuk 3:18-19

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

~No one can predict what heights you can soar. Even you will not know until you spread your wings.
~Winners are ordinary people with extraordinary determination.
~Fight the fear of winning-Be Bold.
~Identify what you really want and how to get there; to set goals based on realism and confidence; to work with discipline and resolve; to achieve a clarity of focus and sense of purpose; to stick to your plan; to deal with pressure, to thrive on it, make it your own; to carve away the distractions that slow us all down.


i opened 3 fortune cookies the other day, heres what they said:
*The stars appear every night in the sky. All is well.
*Your ability for accomplishment will follow with success.
*May you grow rich.
...........how interesting.

i forgot to mention how scared we had slinger at the tournament last weekend. dude. they were scared shitless. it was hilarious, especially when their coach went ape-shit on them at half! BOO-YAH!!

so saturday night, steph and i insanely decided to drive to pewaukee. we stopped to get gas, and had an encounter with a freaky foreign guy and a stolen map. then, some very scary guys asked us to come to a party, and then meowed at us. stupid guy from AZ. we kinda got lost. stopped at another gas station. after a while, we finally got there, it was much fun!

times up was fun...steph- its a yellow animal....chirp chirp chirp! lol.

I watched the "Trading Spaces: Home Free Marathon"!! lol way fun.

i had lots of talks about college with rachel and steph this weekend. i'm so scared for college and med school. so scared i'm not gunna pass. ahhhh!!!

please pray for my dad and his job-situation. God will know what you mean.

dude...prep has the most OBNOXIOUS girls ever, not to mention there are like 13 of them that sit the bench, oh wait, they DON'T sit down!!!! they stand the WHOLE game, and scream, NON-STOP, at any movement anyone made. bringing duct-tape next time we play them. holy nuts!
and yes, we beat them! HA. in your face, LOUD-MOUTHS.

CONGRATULATIONS ANGIE BOWE!!!!! I'M SOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!! I knew you'd make it. love you hun ;)

operation table switch came into affect today! lol, it was a good time, yet we missed matt. hope he's back tomorrow. lol, how about that dragonfruit steve! HA.
health is SO boring.

steph- we HAVE to work on the toilet paper, ASAP!

well, to all a good night!
xoxo ~Emmeline

Saturday, April 24, 2004

i am a loser but i was thinkin about this before i went to bed the other night. they have guitars, and electric guitars; and they have banjos....so why dont they have electric banjos? .............

today as my mom and i were driving home from my tourney.....we saw a guy on the side of the road, with a camel. it was one of the oddest things i've ever seen. and then we drove by and the camel got all startled. i thought it was gunna like jump on the car, it was a beast! camels.....funny lookin animals.

i saw angie today at roberts! :)

we played really well today girls! I'm super happy with our progress!!! KEEP UP THE AWESOME WORK!!

mr. moeller is spastic when i miss an easy shot. spastic!

the other day at practice, i was bored, so i started singing camp songs. totally random......a-la-la-la--la-la-la-le-lu-ia....a-la-la-la-la-le-lu-ia (wooh!)....a-la-la-la-la-la-la-le-lu-ia....a-la-la-la-la-la....le-lu-ia. had to break that all up for you just so you know exactly what song i sang, and i was so excited that i started jumping up and down everywhere and i was like goin crazy singin lol...then i started carpenters son....then "My Jesus Rose".....my jesus rose...on easter ! MO-O-OR-NING, he came to sing a love song, he came to be my friend....when he returns, in all his ! GLO-O-OR-Y........and so on . most of you know those so i wont continue.
all this singing made me sad, and i miss camp SO much.

and then our gophers that day....TEEEEEAAAAMMM, team team team team team team team! LOL gotta love my girls!
our tourney today was really fun. i love eating. and lauren, yes, i have a guiney pig...its name is frito and its a boy! LOL.
i was thinkin about it, and i actually might cry at our end of season team party when bob and lauren leave. it will be so sad.

rachel and i had a nice night friday. buzzing justin's hair and plucking his eye-brows was very amusing. star search was interesting.

im excited to play prep this thursday. i hope it goes well. and for all you wondering, of course im keeping that hat trick in the back of my mind..im workin on it, so stop pressuring!!!

stephie and mel....thanks for coming today! too bad you couldnt stay around :(.........

i got sunburned, and my face hurts.
well, i'm out for now. i'll talk to you all later.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
tootles- emilio

Thursday, April 22, 2004

snowfootwaltz: and since I'm gay,. that means I can love Colby and ride off with him to the sunset
snowfootwaltz: :-D

beth said it herself....she is gay. LOL.
she is my survivor buddy.

anyone want to join the "i hate matt club"? join today!

rachel is the biggest sweetheart ever. of course we will be little old ladies together. love you millions babe. xoxox.....

lata yall....much love......eew

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

wow, although tonight sucked......i still had fun. this long long paragraph is dedicated to my soccer girls :)
memories that i will laugh about for LONG time! lol:
Teresa's yellow umbrella, her umbrella dance, "happy birthday teresa......Teresa hansen 'OH OH THATS ME' happy birthday" LOL......
megan stole a cup...jamie stole silverware.....what a lutheran school we are! lol..spiked noodles....goose...HONK! lol, megan out the window.."IS THERE A SUBWAY?.....QUIZZNOS??" LMAO!.
rachel....lets go look at the car seat....what car seat?-"THE SEAT FROM A CAR?!?!" lol......the pewaukee track team running through the trees...kinda weird, lol, "i'm psycho"......stealing mints.....megan had to pee at least 5 times....crapping in public toilets=yeah not cool....."FREE PROGRAMS!!!" lol...wow they're free! "THIS IS GOD....." George Clooney! lol
megan...can i play in the sand with you? HA....lauren pissing! OMG FUNNIEST THING EVER! ALMOST PISSED MY PANTS!. water bottle pom-poms..yeah i was on some sugar high.......amanda: green, rachel: GREEN! lmao!; randy and richard! ha ha........lol scaring pastor: "What's goin on under the bus?!" HA HA HA HA HA.....
starbucks...oh so good. mr. washburn falling down was priceless! yet again, teresa's umbrella! team mascot....big yellow umbrella! ha ha ha


i got interviewed by some paper guy. it was funny. i was embarased at our game tonight. worst game i've ever been even involved with. thats sad yall.

pewaukee fight song! WOO HOO! lol.

i'm proud of myself...i took some girl from slinger out, it was funny. she freaked, and i laughed, literally.

i had to write all this down before i forgot ;)
love you all.
good night.
gumby/wally/waldorf/em
duct-tape....universal method for quick-drying glue. lol. as some of you may have read rachel's blog...yes, we made duct-tape shorts...WHILE I WAS STILL WEARING THEM. it took me like at least 10 minutes to get them off. lol what a fun afternoon!

"why do we always hit heads? what the hell?" "KLANK!" lol. good times at practice.
teams i hate: SHOREWOOD, slinger, pewaukee, and all the stinking teams in the WCT. GAY....GAY GAY GAY.

i love goose.....and goose junior for that matter. "HONK....HONK HONK!" lol for all of you who don't know, Alaina Miller is a goose. yes, a goose. lol she is going to attack me with her wings, and her webbed feet. LOL! making fun of laina is one of the funniest things ever. its all in good fun.

so.....kel wrote pink perm. marker all over matt's neck and part of his cheeks. LOL....."EMILY" lol....matt, you add so much humor to life. and then yesterday....he had glitter everywhere...so he goes to the bathroom, comes back with his hair all slicked back as opposed to his usual spikes. omg that was hilarious. lol. then he got the glitter so we were scared. i almost peed my pants i was laughing so hard.

so the boys have this HUGE plan for who they're taking to what dance, what year. its mostly rachel, kel, i, and maybe steph. so funny. yes rachel, you must 'cross the bridge with justin ;)'

pewaukee tonight....its gunna suck.

today, as i was walking down the hallway with rachel...i realized one thing. i am psycho. very psycho.

i miss camp so much. i was walking through target looking at earrings the other night, and i saw BIG earrings. the first thing i thought of was jones, and our shopping trip at the mall, and her HUMONGOUS earrings. i miss her so much........and i miss singing, QUIET TIME!!, getting REAL letters, CAMPFIRE! :'(, alex, borck, everyone who i dont see.....fun times with beth and anne, and when we scared the pants off steph! he he. grand ole times.
love you all and miss you millions...xoxoxoxoxox.....TOOTLES :)

Saturday, April 17, 2004

These 2 quotes are whats keeping me going.
~If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, you know it was meant to be.
~Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes just be an illusion.

Life has its ups and downs. Its like a road. It has hills that are our highest highs when the adrenaline just rushes and everything is perfect. But of course it has its lows, when you just want to get out of it, you want to escape to a bigger and better place. It has its straight-aways when things just keep going the same, things arent necessarily good or bad, high or low. Then you have the city-streets when everything is crowded and you just need to take your time with things, wait a little and it will get better. Your freeways, are the times in life when time just flies by, everything goes so fast. Time flies when you're having fun. And then, the country roads are slow because life is going slow. Stop signs are God's way of telling us to slow down and take things slowly, or to tell us we're going the wrong way. STOP, TURN AROUND!!! i could keep going.....but this is enough....
^that is my conclusion of how life is like a road^

the wave game was fun. they are awesome. rachel punched me.......we saw a hot guy......the dusosky brothers are hot.....Grew Howes is AMAZING!!

I've always admired Mia Hamm, and she has been my big inspiration. But, I read this like 13 page article about her in Sports Illustrated, that was like a biography, i totally admire her like 10 times more than i did!!! She was on the national team at 15, that would be like me going pro right now......

i went shopping this week....boy i LOVE shopping!!!
coldstone ice cream, cake batter flavor is the best ice cream EVER!!!

steph and i had an awesome convo.....like always! she is truly a blonde at heart though...she left her lights on. no offense steph, im glad you got home ok!

~But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved. Heb. 10:39

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

ya know what i hate? when you're playing solitaire, and you move a card and then you have a card to turn over, and when you turn it over, its the same card that you just played. i hate that.

i also hate behind the wheel.

funny story: ok today at practice, mr. moeller was playing d-fense, and he was on me. and i got a follow up off a blocked shot, so he comes at me, tries to slide tackle me to keep me from shooting, and he slides just as i shoot. which left him screaming on the ground, and the rest of us laughing histerically. wow, mr. moeller is a riot.

today, rachel and i reminisced about our past childhood tv shows....our list consisted of: BOY MEETS WORLD (as the best because it is, by far. FEENEY!!), saved by the bell with screech and zach morris, blossom- joey lawrence ha ha, family matters- steve erckel, step by step with ahhh i forget his name, growing pains, TGIF-that was the total cool thing to do on friday nights with sabrina- the talking cat salem, boy meets world, and we couldnt think of the other 2, the list goes on.........
they really should make a dvd set of all the boy meets world shows of all the seasons, like they do with friends. i would buy it in a heartbeat.
i miss that show.

went and saw jersey girl last night and daddy bought us ice cream :)
i wish it was summer......i miss camp so much.
beth---keep thinking of our adventure in place of sledding ;)
i miss anne. :(

STEPH: you are very lame. peeps are amazing......

tootles

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Belated Happy Easter to everyone. I hope you all went to church.

Friday I ventured up north with the fam......sat. morn we woke up to no heat...not a good thing when it was 30 out and there was still snow and the lake was still frozen...yeah. Played plenty of chinese checkers(i am dominant at that game ;), and cribbage, and watched plenty of movies.

i was bored to death up there, that i even went out on the hammock in the freezing cold with my sleeping bag, pillow, and cd player; and eventually came back in 30 min later due to severe frostbite...ok not really.
took a peaceful walk with mom, pops, grandpa, and of course my beloved dog rustie. :)
my easter was rather boring.......i hope all of yours went well..

yesterday (monday), when i got home, i was so bored, that i whipped out the old "Oregon Trail 3" game and played for like an hour and a half. yes rather childish ik, but it kept me occupied and can be rather fun.
then we went out to dinner at the mineshaft and checked out the new "MILLION DOLLAR GAME ROOM". yes it was awesome i must say. ya'll should check it out.

today was my last morning to sleep in, and my dad woke me up at 10.....i am mad.

AND THEN......rachel and i endured the most boring 2 hours of our life.....behind the wheel. wow, almost fell asleep there. POINTLESS.

i made dinner for tonight. scallop potatoes and ham. yes thats right, i can cook.

everyone is gone.......i just sit here and do nothing. except thursday i get to go shopping! :) :)

rachel is amazing.....she got me an easter basket....WITH PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!

ok, i'm out for now. if anyone wants to do anything over break, let me know. ~emmers

Friday, April 09, 2004

i dont get how one minute, life is good, the next, it sux.

its been a long while since i've updated this.....

we had an AWESOME game Wednesday. it was the best game we've had all season. we played fantastic....phenominal...outstandingly brilliant!
lol, yes, despite how good we played, we still tied brown deer. 0-0 in DOUBLE OVERTIME!!! ya'll should come to our next game. Monday 20th, @ kettle, 4:30.
so the goalie that took me out last year (gumby moment), took me out again this year. it was crazy. she's SO good....jakia johnson. phew.

EASTER BREAK....FINALLY!!!! our teachers give too much homework/tests/papers due on the same day. its insane, im just glad its over.

so...my heart has been broken. marcus and i are on a break. i'm so glad I have rachel to help me through my problems. i love you so much ray, dont know what i'd do w/o you.

steph! we haven't talked in a LONG time. its so sad :( i miss you! LOL. even though i see you every day, i still miss you. we'll have to do something this week when i get back.

Cate....thanks for everything. i truly appriciate it.

Matt.....HA. HA HA HA. just because we make fun of you, and mess around with you only every single day, doesnt mean we're really mean people. lol you're just an easy target.

so every day, rachel and i do something to matt, lol make fun of him, put midol in his milk and sauce, use EX-LAX on him (that totally flopped but it was still hilarious!), throw his book under the table, eat his pizza crust, eat his cookies, tell him landon takes his stuff..not really, lol. MATT, you are our only entertainment and you keep us laughing. thanks for all the good times...

more funny stuff: Lifting at practice with lauren...yes i pantsed her! SO FUNNY! LOL. that was one of the funniest times i've ever had in the weight room. then doing "sit-ups" on the mat in the hallway. lol we were like wrestling.....belly-bumps with megan. oh man, i love those girls. justin broke his glasses-HILARIOUS. religion is the 2nd funniest part of the day, after lunch, with matt, justin, and kel. we always throw their stuff in the garbage....justin and janet (ehlke) LOL.
life would be laugh-less without justin and matt. HA.

i'm leaving for up north in about 45 min. BLAH. fun times with the family...NOT. i'll be back monday afternoon though so someone call me at like 1:30 and we'll do something. i have to get out of this house and away from my family!!!

i miss all my camp peeps... :(

lol matts blog is so funny. read it! matt777.blogspot.com

sarah jones i miss you so much. angie is gone, i miss her.

behind the wheel starts next week..finally.

i lost my pics from camp and the osthoff so if anyone has them at their house i would really appriciate gettin them back..thanks!

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7....i should keep this at heart.

well, i have to get going, but all of you who read this, have an awesome break, and call me MONDAY!!! PLEASE!!! or if you really miss me so much, and you just HAVE to talk to me...you can call me at: (414)-531-8738(or 4962).
lol

i love all of you super-mucho......emma (robin calls me that)

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

so, I love easter break, but I hate the homework. I have like 4 tests coming up and a big paper.....all which i have not even started yet. procrastination.

WE WON!!!! FINALLY. I think my system really needed that. 4-0. it was awesome. So i hate it how, people congratulate us on our win, like its a HUGE THING.....we're really not THAT bad, its just we have a tough conference. i mean, i'm glad they congratulate us, but it gets old, like they're making fun of us. kiss my butt.

so steph and i had a convo about college and med school. i've realized college is going to suck. since i want to be a doctor, i will have literally no time to party and just "hang out" with my friends. i will be doing so much homework, it is going to be horrible. i'm really sad. and not to mention that i'm scared out of my mind. i mean, i know i'm still only a sophmore, but still. i'm freaked out that i won't pass and won't get into med school n everything. wow. and then you have people who don't try, who don't care, who have it all off easy. i just don't get it sometimes. steph, we will have fun studying together ;)

the prince and me was super cute! Mel....n e v e r s t o p s t a l k i n g......
girls night was way fun. i was on my death bed in the parking lot of target....hmmmm kinda odd. cart races-loads of fun. I love my girls!

boys are stupid

we have another game tomorrow. wish us luck.

i have to get going-ASAP.
have an enjoyable day.
love~
emily elise

Saturday, April 03, 2004

this is a venting blog, read at your own risk.

question to self: why do i play soccer?
typical answer would be: because i like it, its fun.
my answer: i dont even know anymore.
i almost quit soccer yesterday. i'm desperate for some good advice.

my parents say they love me. i really dont feel like they do.
right now, i feel as though the only people in this world that care about me and actually love me are my friends. not my parents, marcus(?), not my brothers, not anyone else.

dont you hate it when all people do is talk about themself? none of you know the person i'm hinting at, but it bugs me. concietedness.

sometimes....i wonder why i'm still living? or what is there to live for? or what is my purpose on this earth? i wish i could just have an hour long conversation with God.

question of the month: what is love?
i wish someone could answer that for me.

sometimes, this life is like a bad dream. my friend's dad died totally unexpectadly. it was a freak accident. please pray for her family.

i wonder why some girls dress like sluts. do they not have any respect for their bodies? I just don't get it. that reminds me of Joel's devotion at camp and his doll.........i miss camp.

more questions: why did nikki sommer quit soccer? WHY WHY WHY?
why did God give my family a boy with downsyndrome?
how can some people live their lives without a care or a worry?
how do some live their lives without God?
why does it have to be our soccer team who always loses?
i just wish there was an answer to every one of my questions.

I wasnt there the day you filled up the ocean,
I didnt get to see you hang the stars in the sky.
I dont mean to second guess you,
or criticize what I dont understand.
These are just a few questions I have.



Thursday, April 01, 2004

indeed we lost. the score is anonomyous (spelling?).
game tonight. i'm excited, we can win!