2005: Every day is one step closer to ________.

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:25,27,34

Monday, May 24, 2004

props to katie and her noodle crew. so today i was coming home from our game and i saw a billboard that had a bowl upside-down, but it was tipped up. there was a single noodle under it, and a fork was holding the bowl up. and then it said: "Here Person, Person, Person." it was very funny. i laughed.
then, we drove up to this truck with a lady, and she had huge rollers in her hair. i laughed at that too.
then we got stuck in a traffic jam. i didnt laugh.

our game was mediocre. the refs were frickin BLIND. HELLO, CAN YOU SEE ME OVER HERE BUDDY. GOSH. Lauren totally got pushed and she had mud all over, yet, hmmm didn't call it. what a homo. stupid old fart. GRRR......the wiaa really needs to evaluate their refs. i did NOT like #16 at all. she was really cocky.

anywhodiddle. ya know that song that goes..."I miss Mayberry...."
I was listening to that today and i am going to write a song that goes: I miss Camp-Phillip. sittin in the hall eatin Isa's good....food. For everything is wonderful...da-da...da-da...da-da-da-da-da-da....etc... :)

matt had cake up his nose lol.

Oh My Gosh!!! Red Lobster was awesome!!! I was SO SO SO FULL.....we got beads! :) lol hey rachel, i like cheese pie too! LOL....Sam's club was funny. and your dad, trying to figure out that riddle, oh man, i was crying so hard. Rachel's birthday was sunday. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL! I LOVE YA BABE!! breakfast at megan's was really fun! lol rachel....whats a fork?! with spikes! ha ha ha.....

i have to go do my religion......have a great night all.

~Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. Eph. 5:1-2

Thursday, May 20, 2004

blood

1st of all, I CANNOT BELIEVE WE TIED PREP. TIED. I'M SO URRRRCCCCKKKKKEDDD........

2nd of all, i'm sick of crappy refs who don't have a clue what they're doing. i'm done with it. its unexcuseable and it cost us the game. this is the 2nd game now, along with fvl, where refs have cost us the game. those 2 games were the worst reffing i have EVER, i repeat, EVER, had in my entire 11 years of playing. they need to get their lisence taken away.

3rdly, lauren's head split open. she headed the ball and another girl's head went into hers and it split right by her eyebrow. i looked at her and there was blood all over her hands. when she sat up, there was blood all down her face and in her hair and everywhere. i was so scared, i was shaking. i kinda got quesy to my stomach to see her like that. it was so sad. she had to go get stitches, but she's a tough cookie and i love her!

wowzers soccer is so dangerous.
can you believe rachel's birthday is in 3 DAYS??!?!?!?!?!??! 3, THATS 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH, I'M SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR. IM SORRY RACHEL, I LOVE YOU!

ok so today, matt kicked me. HE KICKED ME!!! so i kinda hit him in the face a couple times. he's fine, lil wussy.

hey skip, how's your hip?

i got to be a "model" today. LOL. that was rather dumb, but i got to get out of 6-8 hours so that was nice.

HA HA we practiced in our bras today. it was funny, except for when i got hit in the chest.....yeah never do that w/o a shirt on. IT HURTS.

steph is so tan, i'm jealous.

i'm gunna go eat dinner. have a great night everyone.
jesus loves you!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

camp, more camp, up north with the girls, and other random notes

i miss camp. i am going through camp-withdrawl..... i miss:
*campfires and the skits and the songs
*MY LITTLE CABIN: when amanda walked rachel right into a tree (lol), and they all had to go to the cave like 5 times A DAY!!!, and when lexi said: "And God said, let there be fans!" she was awesome, i miss laughing at them when they had to take showers with their swimming suits on together for like 2 minutes! they're so cute, i love everything about them! (almost)my seven silly smiles!
*i miss my night out with jones, nick, curt, and marcus, and jumping in the woods and stuff lol, and jones ashley and i sitting in the bathroom talking till like 12:30 when everyone was asleep
*i miss playing mafia with everyone
*lol or at the jr. staff party, when i being the idiotic one was like, "KATIE?!?!?" lol
*i miss the messy cabins
*reflections :'(
*singing "Jesus Loves Me" at reflections
*crying on the last night of training campfire....that was the saddest campfire i've ever been at, with the sticks...wow, matthew pulled a tear-jerker on us!
*i miss all the staff, and isa, and sitting in the dining hall having cabin bonding time
*i miss quiet time!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*i miss getting ACTUAL LETTERS! and writing them is fun too....
*i miss jr. staff hours off with *BIG BOPPERS*
*i miss beth singing: "DON'T KILL MY MELON" (stupidest song ever, right steph?!) HA HA.....
*i miss marl lake (but not getting thrown in by sampe)
*i miss steph jumping off the swing! lol
*i miss carrissa with peanut butter on her face
*i miss woods games
*i miss jesus cares carnival
*i miss curt's church shoes.....lol
*i miss teaching steph how to do a kartwheel!!! LOL
*i miss 2 hour LIT sessions with beth and matthew, being able to ask them anything, great times!
*i miss joel and matthew and elliott playing their guitars
*i miss singing part of me :'(
****I MISS CAMP SO MUCH****

i really like B-L-Ts.... yummy!

went to the dentist today, still no cavities (boo-yah)....
BUT....(yes there is always a but)i have to get my wisdom teeth pulled this summer, prolly mid june, right before my birthday :( AHHHHH PAIN, i will not let anyone see me for those 4-5 days cuz i will look like a stinkin chipmunk, i will be a groundhog and i will hibernate

i miss my little sister brookley and my big sister danielle...

hey rachel, why are you swimming with sox on?
why do u have sox on a stick?! LOL fun fun fun

up north with the girlies:
~sardines
~watermelon+me= DUCT-TAPE!!
~i love this picture i have with: rachel with the duct-tape on her face, and mel and britt eating the same 1/2 of watermelon, with my dog swimming at us, all in the lake!
~sitting in the boat while it was on the trailer, driving to the launch!
~BRITT FALLING OFF THE PADDLE BOAT!!!! LMAO HILARIOUS (i think she has that hidden fear of lakes and fish)
~mel riding the horse *bouncy*bouncy*bouncy* lol
~dying mel's hair
~eating the cake
~shaving in the lake (?!)

i miss horseback riding and skiing and tubing

i'm sick of the same old routine....school, practice/game, home, dinner, homework, computer/whatever else i choose to do......
EVERY DAY....
I NEED CHANGE OR I BECOME......NEUROTIC!!

matt.....LOL....has a purple car, what a homo, and yes matt,
YOU OWE ME 2 LUNCHES
sometimes i feel bad for picking on you, and the rest of the time, i love every second of it!!! SHEER ENJOYMENT AND LAUGHTER
and every time he always says: "no you guys, no, no, come on guys!" LOL LOL

this is horrible, i have the worst memory ever......

i saw mr. wierschem today, i love that man. he's so sweet and nice

ok, well, enough babbling on for now. c-you all tomorrow.
have a wonderful evening!

i LOVE this song: Galatians 5:6b- written by Joel
The only thing that counts is faith
Expressing itself through love

Pain and sorrow surround me
Ten thousand places that I should be
Millions of people with hearts to set free
help everybody to see

As I strive to live you way
The devil tries to pull me away
Oh holy Spirit I ask you to stay
Guide and protect me today
congrats to my favoritest camp staff, beth and anne, on their graduation! :)
miss you two!

WOAH, BELL RANG, LATA DUDES!

Monday, May 17, 2004

WAZZZUP?

I will extol the Lord at all times; hi praise will always be on my lips. My soul will boast in the Lord; let the afflicted hear and rejoice. Glorify the Lord with me; let us exalt his name together. I sought the Lord, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Ps. 34:1-4


wowzers i miss the good old summers when i was a young'un. learning to ski, countless paddleboat, row-boat, and fishing boat rides, endless days spent out in the sun with those who you only see once a year, the smell of vacation, the wood swing we use to climb on, playing king of the sharks on the floating raft, the cookie-monster song and jumping off the pier, lindsay falling in with all her clothes on, hanging out in the shack with the telephone, campfires and games, catching cray-fish and frogs, playing in the sand, go-karting, picnics down on the beach, running bare-foot through the gravel to the cabin so i could go hang out with danielle and brookley and ian, the island and bridge, and stepping on an under-ground bee hive-many tears shed that day, trips to eagle river to shop, i miss rustlewood- where i grew up each summer. i miss that place so much, but i love our cabin too, so its a horse a piece......

i love playing in the mud......

so the past 2 games we've played have been out-standing. I'm really super happy with how we've played. although we lost to fvl 1-0 in the championship game at lits, we played amazing for the circumstances: robin got a red card right away so we played w/10 people instead of 11 and w/o her, rachel and megan b were hurt so they couldnt play as well, but they still did wonderful and i'm so grateful for that, and amanda and rachel c were missing. i'm so proud of our team. then today we played pewaukee, so last time they beat us 9-0, today they beat us 4-1. that goal felt.......idk, words cant even describe my feelings of how good it felt. that was one of the greatest goals i've ever scored, not physically, cuz it wasnt that great a shot, but emotionally it felt amazing. *HUMONGOUS SMILE*
Wed. we play at prep, it will be a great game! :)
AND FRIDAY, THE GAME OF ALL GAMES: BROWN DEER, AT KML, 4:30, BACK OF SCHOOL, BE THERE, DONT MISS IT. IT WILL BE THE BEST GAME ALL SEASON!!!!!!!!***********************

i'm so happy our piano recital is done.

i get to sleep in tomorrow! WOO HOO!!!!

i'm sorry to all of those who i've hurt within my lifetime. i know that its a never-ending list, but please forgive me. i'm truly sorry. i regret alot of things...........

more to post tomorrow.
good night

For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. Matt. 6:14-15

Friday, May 14, 2004

i love the mud

rain rain go away, come again another day.

So I have 6 minutes to write what I want and post it. wow.
Rachel, I miss you today :(

Yesterday was Grim Reaper day. Steph died. The reality of it all didn’t set in until I read the obituaries, those were really creepy. Steph, you were a wonderful dead person…..

Our slinger game didn’t go well. It was only 3-0, but I played like crappers…..oh well.
Practice was way fun the other day, in the mud baby!!! HA HA HA!
And then yesterday we got poured on, that was real fun too.

So matt kissed miss semon. Rachel and I were crying. It was hilarious.

best of wishes to the love birds, k and k, on their driving tests today.
so many of my friends are sick: rachel, megan, kellye, i dont even know who else...

im rather excited for tomorrow because i think we're going to play well. at least i hope. AND....I GET TO SEE ALEX AND GABBY AND CARISSA!!!! WAHOO!! ITS GOING TO BE GRRRRREEEEAATT!!!

BELL, G2G, BYE

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Rachel, im so glad that I get to be your happy spot!

So yesterday, someone I know was extremely hyper. She couldn’t stop talking and it was really funny! I thoroughly enjoyed it!! Kudos to caffeine pills!

So yet again our athletic director is messed up in the head. We were suppose to have an awesome game vs. brown deer, but no, it was raining so we couldn’t play.
AHHHHHH. COLLYARD IS GOING TO DIE. lol
“God, strike me down! Strike me God!” HA HA HA

totally cant wait to see alex this weekend!
Beth, I really hope you get on survivor. It was be the coolest thing ever, and then when you can have a visitor or something, I would come! He he he……

I’ve thought about camp a lot lately, well, actually I’ve thought about a lot of things lately but camp was one of the more-thought-about things. I now realize that some people go to camp not only for the people, but that’s a big reason, and that makes me sad. I mean I totally LOVE everyone at camp, but its not about the people there. idk, sometimes I worry that I care too much about the people and not camp itself. I’m working on that…..
I cant wait to: sing my heart out like there is no end to praise God in heaven, laugh till my stomach hurts at campfire, hug so many people that I hug everyone I see, read my bible every day and discuss my faith with everyone who believes the same thing and feels the same way, play games that outsiders think are stupid but to us camp people its one of the funnest, yes I said funnest, things ever, let my feelings out at reflections and not get ridiculed for them, sing our meal prayers, love my campers, show my faith, hang out with the amazing people at camp who I love SO much………..
*The stars shine brighter at camp because you’re closer to heaven*

I’m SO excited to see Ali German tonight!!! Yay!!!
steph and angie and rachel we have to hang out sometime soon!!!
i can't wait for rachel's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm real sad cuz my grades are dropping....and i really have no idea why. i need a tutor.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

im totally digin this new blog page. steph, how did u get those pics cuz i seem to not be able to get mine to work?!?! AHH.

i have nothing of importance to write in here. i drew a blank. i'll post one for ya'll tomorrow or later when i have time.
emmers

Monday, May 10, 2004

This is Anne

So i don't know how i got on emily's blog thingie. Except i think i might have said 'yes' to some question about being a contributor or something. So howdy to ya'll. Emily, you can take me off here if you want. :)
wow, they really re-did this whole blog web page. nice!
this weekend was a good one. friday night was way-fun. too much to type, except that justin got stuck in the ditch. lol and rachel and i had some amusing driving experiences with matt.

stupid athletic directors that cancelled our stupid tournament due to the stupid weather.

our game tonight will be an awesome one. 4:30, @ kml, vs. B.D. WOO HOO, jakia johnson is going DOWN.

I'm a jiggalo....spendin lots of dough....uh huh *random*

I got some paint for my room, I'M SO EXCITED!

ONLY 35 DAYS TILL JR. STAFF TRAINING!!!! YEAH BABY!!!! TOTALLY CANT WAIT. I miss camp so much, i had a dream, and i cried cuz i missed camp. isnt that depressing?

nate borck, you are the creepiest person alive.....
does anyone have borck's email? Matt Borck that is.....i miss that kid.

so heres a note to everyone, we have a tourney at wla this weekend, and alex vandenberg will be there and gabrielle, and whoever else from camp wants to come. sat. the 15th and like 9 and 11 maybe idk. somewhere around there but it will be real fun!

i've thought about club alot lately and i really miss it and i miss the girls. we always had tons of fun, and steve and jeff were great too.....cant wait till next season schmidt, berg, tammy, ace, duck-whistle, s squared, kickin them in the balls.....lol....SYPHALIS!!

we have only like 19 days of school left.....ahhhhh, i hope i can survive.

survivor....amba...yeah ok
ER FINALLY THIS WEEK!!! its gunna be sad, my bet is that luca is gunna get shot by sam's ex-husband/boyfriend/w/e. i would cry. im gunna miss that show for another like 6 mo or w/e it is....

im so scared for this weekend, rachel you know what i'm talkin about....AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, gots to go. have a nice day everyone......
e-wal

P.S. lol steph, member on the bus to the s.c. retreat and you were like, ok, we're gunna play a game that i just made up like 2 seconds ago. its called impressions....LOL. good times!!!

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

hey guys....member at the retreat when we were stretching at the high ropes course and i slipped on the ice? lol. craziness. and when we were playing soccer and alex fell. and rachel- member when we made pizza's at my church and terrance ate the mushroom and all that funny stuff! ha ha.....shakespearean ghetto...Wat is up thine own homie? HA HA HA.....lol and in cancun...the water-aerobics, like one big orgie! casper, steph- sampe, I AM!! and member when you and jenny came over sledding and we were like dancing and doing stupid stuff in my room, and we were talking about bad stuff with my lil brother! LOL. rachel remember- click...CLICK!!!
steph member at pizza hut with anne, and how the waiter was turned on by her "baldness", and steph, what's a SOFT-ball? LOL. and when steph just full out spit on jenny, oh my gosh, HILARIOUS!!!! LMAO. rachel, oh wait, im a girl, i should be talkin like this....dats WHACK! and when jenny and steph and kel ran at rebecca rusch and lauren marzinski and jenny was like matrix! so funny.
Rachel, here's a memory for you:
"the next moment i knew, we were tied with about 3 minutes left. then, it got exciting. in the last 5 seconds, behm got the ball, threw it down court to vogel, and SCORE!!!!! WE WIN. BOO-YAH!

rachel and i were extatic and the gym went crazy. while all this was happening, my foot got caugh in the bleachers, so being the smart person i am, stepped onto the floor for better footage. one minute i was standing, the next, i was on the floor. my feet were wet from the snow, and i slipped and fell in front of the whole visitors side (we were over there because there was no room on our side). rachel was laughing histerically as i just laid there laughing at myself. she pulled me up, and we ran out the door......i, of course, being the biggest freak of all time. she just laid on the floor laughing and laughing, and the laughing never stopped. i admit, if she had fell, i probably would've peed my pants......but no, i had to fall. oh well......"

i miss adam igl lol.

member drawing all over steph's face at state? HA.

yesterday's lunch was HILARIOUS. OH MY GOSH. read rachel's blog. www.rachelrebecca.blogspot.com matt got fruit EVERYWHERE. and it was all up in his butt n his pants were soaked. then i tickled him and he looked like a gimpy chicken. THEN, he was trying to find his juice, and we told him we put his paper on the tray that went in the garbage, so he went and looked in there. then we went crawling under tables to get his juice. then mrs. shramm didnt believe him. OMG that was the funniest lunch ever. i was crying so hard.

steph, here's a passage for you, because of your previous blog:
Each one should use whatever gift he has recieved to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power forever and ever.
~1 Peter 4:10-11

in religion, matt's boxers ripped across the whole butt. OMG. so funny. religion is hilarious.
bell rang, im out
love you all
tootles

Monday, May 03, 2004

be prepared for a long blong, i repeat, LONG.
so this weekend, i opened 5 more fortune cookies. here's what they read:
Cleaning up the past will always clear up the future.
Someone is speaking well of you. (so not true at the moment)
A smile is your personal welcome mat.
Your determination will bring you much success. (I wish)
The stars appear every night in the sky. All is well. (hmm same one i got last time)

don't even get me started about soccer. why do i even play?

~Life is a highway, I'm gunna ride it all night long.....
~Never underestimate my Jesus
You're tellin me that there's no hope, I'm tellin you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus,
When the world around you crumbles, he will be strong.

today at lunch, i cried. i cried really hard, practically balled. matt, you make me laugh so much. especially in religion, today, when we stole your pants, spit on them, took your shoe-lace, etc. oh man.

amber is so dumb. the guys told her to take the ex-lax chocolates before she ate them. so she ate them?!!

isn't it nice to know that my best friend dedicated her whole blog to me?

check out "The Toilet Paper"!! Located in your nearest KML bathroom!

ok, so this blog wasn't as long as i thought it would be. sorry for the wrong information.
tootles to all my lovers.......e-wal

Sunday, May 02, 2004

If you could change your sex to become a guy or girl for a day, would you?
lol, Matt: wow, look at those! HA HA.; Steve: well, I'd like to have boobs.
lunch is so much more fun now.

soccer next year is gunna suck. i will be all alone. lauren will be gone, tear. and rachel and megan will be together, to keep tradition going, as megan said.......w/e.

Pictures don't change, only the people in them do. ~oh so true.

there are many things that i've thought about lately. the most re-occuring things would be: marcus, the ODP, playing college ball, college in general, my friends, whats my purpose of being here, CAMP.
Am I making the right decisions God? Why am I here? Please help me Lord.

big big big game tomorrow. its at uhelien at like 4:30. ya'll should come and cheer us on. it will be tough.

what if dogs were like humans, and humans were their pets? wouldnt that be weird? like, the dogs would go to work and talk in the dog language, such as bark, roof, grrr, whimper, etc. the human would lie under the table while they eat their dog food, waiting for scraps to fall. and some humans would be left outside in cages, others would lie around the house all day, curled up in little balls. and they would go outside on leashes and yell at each other. some would mate and have babies, the dogs would sell the babies. ok this is stupid. i'm so bored and overly tired i need my sleep.......sorry for that idiotic moment.

merry christmas to all, and to all a good night!

Saturday, May 01, 2004

liz kidd-soooo good, but sooo UGLY!

I scheduled my drivers test, in watertown :s.....i'm not telling when so if i fail, no one will know. i'm already nervous and its a ways away!!! ahhh!

my brother threatened to throw a shoe at my face today. i was laughing so hard, but he was screaming. bad bad temper tantrums.

saw mean girls with rachel last night, it was ok. david was there! I haven't seen him in forever. i miss that kid.....

lately, i've been looking into alot of stuff about playing soccer in college. i'm so scared. i read this thing today that said "if you wanna play in college, you MUST MUST MUST be involved with the ODP (Olympic Developmental Program)".....which is the state soccer team. omg, if i was on a team like that, that would be crazy!!!! I would get scouted by national coaches, play all across the nation, and possibly play over seas, and all that jazz. thats what i've always DREAMED of.....i wanna cry. I REALLY wanna go out for that team in August, but I don't wanna go and then have every one be like 100 times better than me, cuz that would flush my dreams down the toilet and i would basically give up. man oh man, I need some help on this one God.

Dominican Monday, we better win!!!
Kewaskum Wednesday, EVERYONE SHOULD COME!!! 4:30 @ KML (I think!!)
and bubby and jordan- im still working on it!

Matt.....truly sorry that you failed your driver's test. I have to take it there too, and you have full right to make fun of me if I dont pass, yet you won't know! HA HA!

so i guess Marcus Smith hates Steph and I.....i have absolutely no idea why, but w/e.

quote I read from an article about mia hamm that TOTALLY describes me 100%: "That's when Mia, sometimes because she's pulled back her game for fear of doing too much and upsetting her teammates, loses her rhythm and confidence and grows so frusturated at not living up to her own standards that her whole body sags."

Steph, if you read this, I HAVE to talk to you about the Toilet Paper. Give me a call!

well, I must be going. have a swell day and night and all that all of you!
love you bunches,
M & Ms