i love chapel.....

ahhh.....seriously. THE best chapel ever. i cannot stop smiling lol. Mr. Goede.....Mark Hering.....its ALL good. "SO GOOD!" lol.......we need more chapel's like that.....
:) :) :)

i love talking. and venting. and chit-chatting. and conversing. and sitting in the park talking. i wish we had more of that.....i love parks. and roses. and letters/notes. snail mail. email. and voice mail messages, when people know my phone is off or i'm busy. and maybe some random little surprises in my locker from time to time. and random phone calls from people i love who never call me. and bear hugs. i absolutley LOVE them. and kisses of course. those are fun. and laying outside staring at the stars. and cuddling. and laughing till my stomach hurts, and i cry. and driving around talking about stuff. and talking. i LOVE talking. and definatley surprises. those are my FAVORITE. i love them so much. i love my friends. and songs that make me almost cry. like love songs........i love it all.

:) bye.

whatever.

It's a GREAT day to be alive, I know the sun's still shinin when I close my eyes......

this weekend has flown by insanely fast.
friday night at britts was FUN TIMES! lol powdered balls, "stupid hand", playing football, chin faces, jiggles, floppy, tim falling off the monkey bars LOL. great times.
saturday was depressing. i went dress shopping ALL day. did i get a dress? nope :'( everything was either ugly, or so/so. or really expensive. and i have basically no where else to shop. i actually found a dress at david's brida. $100. not TOO bad. but i didnt get to try it on. we'll see.

speaking of homecoming. i have a date!

woah. i totally have to leave for student council now. we'll, i'll be back later with more thoughts. catch ya later. have a great day :)
jesus loves you. so do i.

post-it note or purple, whichever it may be, please god.....

~Don't be pushed by your problems, be led by your dreams......
~We make our future by the best use of the present.....
~Some pursue hapiness, while others create it....
~The trouble with giving advice is that people want to repay you.....(advice is free, from me at least)
~You use 14 muscles to smile and 43 to frown.......so smile!
~Courage is the power to let go of the familiar.......i need more courage God.
~Don't be afraid to go out on the limb, thats where the fruit is :)
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so last week at soccer practice we scrimaged the 15's. hmm you'd think we would be able to think in our heads- "we've got this, we're nearly 4 years older than them, we're bigger and stronger, and above all we're better." well, we found out that we are definatley NOT better, and you sure as hell wouldnt be able to tell that we're 4 years older by the way we play. so bergie was a lil ticked when we were down 0-1. not just a little, alot. she started bitching. girls are touchy, so alot of them took things personal and got pissy. i hate how girls are like that. i just ignored it, but totally agreed with everything she was telling people. so the next day, berg's all pissed off, and like everyone else is pissed at her. i hate that........sorry. that was a stupid story.

right now i wish i was in never-never land. i wish God could just give me a ticket and say- "here ya go Emily, never grow up." i wanna be a kid forever. I dont wanna worry about homework and papers, drama with friends and guys. i dont even wanna think about responsibility in college and the toughness of medical schoool, and i dont wanna pay bills, and worry about who i'm going to marry, and having and taking care of kids, and all that un-pleasant thoughts in life. God help...

latin is so fun. me and megan are rebels. we slept all class.........test-head down-5min later-megan coughs-10 seconds later-we both look up-look at pastor-look at each other-nod-heads back down-five minutes pass---etc etc the cycle keeps going. LOL. ahhh

so this weekend was pretty tight. friday night steph came over and we chatted it up. then we brought out the video camera. the funny thing is that my house is always the place that we tape stuff. and its always stupid stuff. we never video tape anything at anyone else's house, but mine. lol but its funny. i'm going to put everything together from frosh year and put it on a video so we can watch it whenever. that will be fun :) no one can see it though. only us girls LOL.

saturday the guys lost. thats sad. then justin's. 4-wheeling. way fun!!! i am way more dominant at football then justin. i killed him! :) lol. then student council. homecoming is going to suck. rachel, we have to go dress shopping- NEXT WEEKEND!!! then bubby's house.
i dont even care anymore. i truly dont. i'm going to forget about everything and start over.

November 5 - 7
Fall Teen Retreat
grades: 9 - 12
i am so excited. i hope all my fellow junior staffers will be there. yay.
relaxation in creation, renewal in christ.

so i'm totally excited to go to purdue, and for homecoming, and teh teen retreat, and idk what else.

so anywho.......i had a nice conversation with jared today. :) the packers suck. they lost. i'm pissed. GRRR........i cannot believe tomorrow is monday already.
sometimes, i just wanna change things in my life. i wish i had a remote to rewind and fast forward and re-play and everything. right now is one of those times i wish i had a remote. to rewind to things i've done that i want to do over, and to fast forward to see what my future will be like........

*I can do ALL things through him who gives me strength*
Phil 4:13

peace OUT.

EVER WONDER ...
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?
Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?
Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?
Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"?
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?
Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?
If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?
hmmm just some interesting thoughts......

wow. long weekend. tourney- way fun. lol
Liz: It smells like butt......
Carlson: Oh, I think thats my hands.....
LOL.
yeah, we won the tourney. thats right. we played like crap....... :( its going to be a LONG season...
*Juice Box* ha ha ye-eah, we shavin his head tuesday :) woo hoo

slinner game friday night. #23- SO HOT, want to touch the hiney.....

aaron luecht!!! LOL LICKED!!!!! ha ha.....

i love my best friend..........i dont know what i'd do w/o her.

"but we know that in all things god works for the good of those who love him" Ro. 8:28

Its ok to be angry and never let go, It only gets harder the more that you know.
When you get lonely and no one's around, You know that I'll catch you when you're fallin down.
Maybe someday I will see you again and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend........
(i miss you)

romantic thoughts....
Every girl, once in her life, has wished that one morning, she'll open her locker to find a rose from a boy with a special note saying "i love you," "cant wait till friday," or "good luck". AWWW.... or, have a boy tell you he has a suprise for you, then he'd take you somewhere random w/o telling you where, but he'd hold your hand the whole way. and the suprise would be a game like hockey, baseball, basketball, SOCCER. lol. even if the seats were nosebleed, that would still be amazingly sweet. im melting inside..........

lol stephanie and i had an awesome time "doing the TP" LOL. Emily melissa ukilele. the god father lol. great fun.

up north was a grand ole time. skiing was so-so. coulda been better, coulda been worse. i miss summer :(

stupidest thing i've ever done: red bull is GROSS, sobe no fear energy crap is GROSS. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS read directions before you do something potentially harmful to your body. not after. overdosing on caffeine is probably not a good thing. worst head ache ever. i am truly an idiot.

MSC "Soccerfest"
~This weekend (Sept 10-12)
~@ the Schwabenhof- off silver spring and pilgrim kinda in milwaukee/men. falls
we can hang out afterwards :) i get my tourney schedule tonight.

saw mr./vicar frey this weekend. so cute. eye candy from the pulpit!! LOL.

Countdowns:
homecoming: 33
Christmas break: 108
Soccer- 189
Easter break: 209
Prom: 244
Me 17- 300
everything is so far away. thats so sad. :(

i love angie bowe!! i miss her so much! :(

i miss how things use to be last year. i miss almost everything about last year. too much detail. the best month of my life so far was probably like october/november. cancun, rachel and me were super tight and had lots of classes together, rachel was with eric, kellye was with kyle, classes were fun, student council was good, lunch was hilarious, everything. i just miss it so much. this year is weird. pray for me to be satisfied........