to the end of the earth and back again.........

dont you just LOVE coming back to freezing cold WI after being in florida for 6 days?! yeah...i sure do....NOT. and i'm not all that glad to be home. i was excited to see like, 4 people. thats it. but in FL we did so much work....like for instance, for one day----we raked for a freaking 8.5 hours. some of you may be thinking...is that possible? you betcha. it sucked. and i vowed to myself i will never rake again. we moved some humongous trees and branches, and had 2 huge burn piles, etc....and we had to wear pants all day every day. in the insanely hot weather. that sucked. but we got to go to the beach on friday. that was tight.....
so the day time kinda sucked. i hate emily voigt, thats all i can say. but evening and night-time were the best. we tortured our nurse, sort of. lol. LOL. i laughed so hard almost every night. great times with my gurls. heres the journal we kept throughout the trip.......

~Stepanie whispering, "Enily, I'm gunna piss on you..."
~getting high on steph's peach d.o.
~crocIdile (squeak)
~I'm going to name my first child Mildred....
~I lost my gribbon....LOL
~Step "Lets by furniture..." me-"FOR WHAT?!?!" Step- "for our houses....." ?!?!?!?!??!!
~being so incredibly bored on the bus ride down, that steph and i played patty cake and other games, etc, with our feet.....lol....
~steph wrote this* (Emily writing feets....) lol ?!?!?
~"Stroke it from the roots to the ends...."
~Mel canoodling steph= steph said "I am a homophobic, and right now, mel, you are a homo!!" LOL
~which resulted in a Mel-Steph-Emily sandwhich
~Steph- "Remember that one time, at janets...." LOL
~Steph- "I really want something to suck on right now.." classic
~Steph- "MEL!! STOP JIGGLING MY KANKLES!!"
~Steph- "Even though i'm fat, my mom still loves me. i have fat in my ears so i cant hear, and i have fat in my nose, so i cant breathe..."
~"1.....baaa.......2......baaaa......3.......baaaa.......4........baaa......." LOL
~Mel's legs in the air while we were "sleeping" lol mufassa-"nice"
~Steph- "oh my gosh guys we totally forgot to do sit-ups. i feel fat. ready---GO!"
~make as much noise as possible........ha ha
~screaming- "STEPH, MEL, SHUT-UP.....SHUT-UP-SHUT-UP-SHUT-UP!"
~singing "I want to ride my bicycle", in a round, with manly voices, with our legs up in the air?!
~Steph had a lizzard up her pants, her ankle and arm got really swollen, she had a rash all over her back and chest and parts of her face, she got pooped on, and heres her response- "I'm gunna go back to kettle and everyone will be like- WHAT THE HECK?!?! AHHHHH I'm allergic to FL!"
~Mel scaring Mate.....oh man, we hated Mate. she was so annoying.
~steph and i jumping on the bed, locking mel out, singing---no more monkies jumpin on the bed...
~Steph- "Emily, we can itch each other tonight!!" LOL LOL
~ this one is great- LOL "do yeast crap?.........do they???.........DO THEY?????" LOL
~Mary- "Do you see your bread crapping?" LOL
~walkie talkie night...animal noises down the hall, banging the wall, countdowns, coughing, everyone going to the broom- at the exact same time.....
~Steph and i singing practically every camp song we can think of, while we raked...and the whole trip. quite fun.
~random burst-outs in song. fun stuff.
~stomp. and stomp encore.
~walking around in sleeping bags with steph. lol hilarious.
~"I don't know what i've been told......rakings getting really old....sound off-1-2...sound off-3-4...sound off-1-2-3-4...3-4!"
~Mary-"Have you seen, heard, or felt lindsay's vibrator?"
~Britt-"all NIGHT! all DAY!" LOL LOL LOL
~walking 10 miles to a taco bell that practically didnt exist, turning and heading BACK to McDonalds, where steph got pooped on!
~peeking out at the chaperones at the hotel lol
~"Mr. Thompson, did you enjoy sitting outside our door last night for 3 hours?!" Timmy T-"Did you enjoy watching us for 3 hours?!?!" LOL
~kirsten and i invented the 11th commandment- overly fat people should not be able to wear bikinis at the beach or ever,,,,its like a sin. lol
~Is that man or a woman.....OK definatley a man!
~screaming, practically getting attacked by seagulls at the beach with kirsten. lol
~kirsten is "THE FARTER"
~mary's "stage night" with the baumanns....who i totally hate......jello and pottery barn..lol
~ben is one of my new best friends. i love that kid....
~Steph-"its SO stinky down there" kirsten-"sticky, slimy, slutty, skanky..." lol wat the heck?
~kirsten-"I was born in the inner city of minneapolis when I was 2.......I couldnt eat until i was 3...?!?!?!"
~"I dont know but its no lie....mr. thompson made me cry....."
~"I dont know but i'm no fool.....mr thompson's really cool..."
~herding the cows is definatley fun....
~LOL making kirsten talk without using her hands......crazy funny.

for all you camp people this is just for you, so of course everyone remembers the "moo" that called everyone to the dining hall. well, we were talking about cows and camp and stuff and steph believed up until last week when i told her the truth, that that moo was from a real cow that was on camp property. LOL. isnt that so funny?!?!?! HA HA HA.......

Ben's song:
Steph is the greatest of greats
she's so much better
benjami loves her so much
more than leather
if the friendship would end
he'd fall from a shocker
wouldn't know what happened
fell right off of his rocker
because of the friendship he's so much wiser
when her fingers cross over he's the prizer
wants steph to be come the next presIdent
cuz kelly's gettin ready to graduate
*Steph is a good friend
*Steph is a great friend
*Steph is so awesome- who could be better?
Steph's a good runner
Steph is popUlar
Steph is a blondie
just like a barbie
but steph is still cool,
she will remain cool
steph is not a mule
she goes to my school
*refrain*

and mary's song, that none of us will ever forget cuz she sang it all the time:
Pastor baumann has a first name- its jon ding ding
pastor baumann has a second name its bauma-nn
i hate to see him every day and if you ask me why i'll saaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy
cuz pastor baumann has a way with w-o-r-k-i-n.....

so overall i had a great time in FL. and yes, i would do it again, minus the raking.

next item on the agenda:
CAMP TEEN RETREAT!!!!!! WOO HOO BABY!!!!!
i'm so excited. road trip with jones. major junior staff bonding reunion! werner, shinnick, borck, chrissy, jones, hopefully angie york- I LOVE HER, and hopefully kirsten

good luck to my vball gurls- megan, kellye, heather......
they're goin to state for the 4th year in a row. thats tight. and if they win, it will be the 3rd year as state champs. that is dominant!

so, i havent watched finding nemo since the last time i watched it with you. is that ironic? maybe the next i watch it will be with you. we watched that all the time.......it would be just like old times.....how you use to crack my fingers and my toes.........

so, when we use to go on road trips, i would count like everything- birds in the sky, cars on the road, cars in a train, lines on the road....etc.....i was weird

as we drove through big cities like....tampa, chicago, atlanta......i wanna live in a big city, in an awesome apartment, and be a doctor or resident. it would be awesome.

so, back tracking about 2 weeks.......i was fortunate enough to go to the wi/purdue game at purdue. it was AMAZING. wow. i had so much fun. it possibly put thoughts of going to purdue in my head. that would be awesome!

ya know how sometimes, you loose a really good friend due to certain circumstances that you have no part in. so, you may not completely lose them, and they dont think you've lost them, but you really have. and you wish you could just say something to them, and make everything better, and change it to how you want it to be? i just wish.......

some people come into our lives and walk out, while others come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts.....

jordan- i HATE avacados. i hate them. and now, i hate you. you are gay. and i hope you see another whale sometime soon.

so i really miss cancun rachel. i really really miss it. :( :(

this year is gay. it seems like no one is ever happy. and like everyone is always crabby. we hardly have any fun anymore. people tend to exclude themselves, so we're not really a group anymore. just some random friends kinda. we never hang out- ever. we never have parties. its gay. i hate it so much. school isnt even fun anymore. we have only like 2 years left of hs. and this year is the worst by far. what a way to end the last half.

and theres a part of me that doesnt even wanna play soccer this year, cuz it seems like practically the whole team doesnt like playing with me. they talk about me behind my back and say that i'm a bitch and all this stuff. if people dont like playing with me....why should i play?

this is one long blog. but i was bored.

It's okay to be angry and never let goIt only gets harder the more that you knowWhen you get lonely if no one's around You know that I'll catch you when you're falling downWe came together but you left alone And I know how it feels to walk out on your ownMaybe someday I will see you again And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
~lyrics from one of my favorite yellow card songs

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of lineTearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the timeAnd the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blindPut it all behind me and I'll be just fine
~more from yellowcard

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away And break away
~Kelly Clarkson

well i gotta go get ready for soccer practice. and i prolly wont be able to play well because i have no toenail. and it hurts like a bleech. lol. french. but ANYWHO. have a great night. email me, call me, hug me. miss you and love you all.
emmer-nemmers........(only my parents call me that).............