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so, anyone, wanna come up north with me thurs-sunday? we'll leave thursday sometime in the afternoon. so, anyone wanna do something thursday morning? lemme know. OOOOH, and we're having lobster up north. YAY!! :-D. snowmobiling....... :-D

i hate having parties or a bunch of people over. all they do is mess up the house. like abe and eric- who the heck throws choc. covered raisins around my basement?!?! i can assure you i dont wanna have people over for a long time to come. its like people dont care about other people's stuff when they do something, they just do it cuz they're stupid.
and that makes me realize how immature the guys in my class are.......
girls- go for older guys. i'm being serious.

so at my aunt's house monday night, we were discussing amy's underage drinking ticket, who is 20. lol then my other cousin mike, the one getting married in montanna, tried to teach me how to beat the system: if cops ask you questions- dont answer any of them; if theres a cop at your door- go all out because you're goin down anyways so what does it matter?!; close ALL the blinds and lock the doors- then the cops cant come in; you can cry (lesson from Noni).
so that was really useful, especially cuz i'm a HUGE drinker...?!?!?!?!

this also made me realize how messed up my family is.
My cousin erin got pregnant and married when she was 17.
Her dad- my uncle got divorced and re-married
my mom's sister got divorced and remarried to a total loser.
my dad's sister married a total S.O.B.
they're kids are rude, drinkers and smokers.

lol eric, we're older right? ha ha.......

so, i have more but i dont remember.............

wow all these people have gotten blogs in the past week or two...:
Ali: www.inmykhakipants.blogspot.com
Jared: www.readmyopenbook.blogspot.com (theres a pic of me!)
Tyler Shinnick: www.stratman42.blogspot.com
Justin: http://justinklumbsblog.blogspot.com
Evan/Ron: www.followingblindly.blogspot.com
Werner: www.mattjames.blogspot.com

THATS ALOT OF BLOGS TO READ, adding steph, beth, anne, chrissy, rachel, angie, jordan, bambino's.....................PHEW.

i'm off..............
good day

and again.....
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brett and me. i love my lil brother.
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angie and me! :)
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"Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you’ve broken
Don’t close your eyes don’t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you’ve got now
Yeah and today is all you’ll ever have
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes

This is your life- are you who you want to be
This is your life- are you who you want to be
This is your life- is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to loser"
~Switchfoot- This is your life

This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You
~Rascal Flatts

merry christmas......... :)
hmmm what did i get? digital camera :-D, some clothes, earrings, frames, money, books, etc.....

i love this song:
When he was seeing her
You could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her
Because he knows he's missing out
Now it's haunting him
The memories like a ghost
He's so terrified
Cause no one else even comes close

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend
~"My Girl's Ex-Boyfriend" by Relient K

lol so we're at my grandpa's house in UP Michigan sunday, and his wife renata is like full blown german, k, maybe like 50%. but still, so as we're eating, she has this christmas music playing but its in german. and its this guy singing, and my grandpa randomly goes, "We're listenin to Hitler"
lol me, dad, and brett were laughing so hard, and grandpa didn't even smile, he just kept eating. lol omg it was hilarious lol. maybe you'd have to know my grandpa for it to be funny but still.

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
~Someday We'll Know- Mandy Moore

i TOTALLY can't wait to go snowmobiling this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D
i'm SOOOO excited.
hope ya'll have a good new years.....................................

this is the busiest break i've ever had....

so i was thinkin about it alot this weekend, and i can't believe that i go to college in 1 1/2 years. i cannot see myself in college, i'm scared. :(
definatley gunna miss my friends. lately, i've gotten alot closer to some people, and i love it. but then again, its gunna make leaving so much harder.
which leaves me to think about camp and staff. but i don't wanna think about that.

ha ha i love evan samnas(?). he is so funny. his blog definatley cracks me up.
i remember the time i told him to measure his bust size. so he did, and he was 3 inches short of me. which is really really weird. lol. he was quite confused about this- while he had company over. so he asked one of his other girl friends, and indeed he was close to her also. as this was occuring, i was laughing histerically. lol. it was a funny time- ron w/big boobs. lol.

so, monday morning, i said goodbye to my puppy for the last time. i looked into her big brown eyes for the last time. i cried and cried. thanks so much justin- i love you.
some people thought they knew what to say, but it didnt help and made me mad. but thanks for trying.

merry christmas and happy new year.
i miss every one of you. so call me and lets talk ;)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

lol JUSTIN!!! LOL LOL funny funny stuff. ha ha ha ha ha justin wore my mom's skates lol- and he walked up the hill in them- loser?!?!?! lol.
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lol!! wang wang!
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fun times fun times
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:'( i miss her so much :'( RIP Rustie December 20, 2004
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i miss this already :(
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awww i love these girls to death.
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lol!!! ha ha chin faces will never die ha ha great times
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lol ha ha chrissy
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isn't it strange how, one minute life is going good, you're happy, excited for the next day---but then the next minute, you're sad, unhappy, depressed, dreading tomorrow?¿

so things have been going swell lately.
Friday night I went to the Hartford/Wisco game. saw some of my good old erin friends- sarah, kayla, jacque, derek, zach, joey...........shoulda gone to that party :(

Saturday i had xmas practice for christmas eve church, then..........soccer game. wowzers that was THE most physical game i have EVER played in 12 years. that is psycho. the ref wasnt even a real ref- he was a concession stand guy. FAGGIT. oh my god. a girl ripped my arm off and he didnt call it. so now, my OTHER shoulder is messed up real nice, strained my neck- that feels great. but we won, 3-2. thanks jordan for bringin tanya and kirsten- i wuv you guys!
the dance....hmmmm sad turn-out. there was like no one there. pretty dang bummed about that. w/e. LOL LOL ERIC. ha ha ha. caitlyn comes up- "hey sexy".....eric goes, "wha?!?! i'm your sister!" LOL LOL.....HA HA HA. funny stuff.

hmmm sunday.......church.
championship game. we lost, 5-7 :( so, that was my last club soccer game. last game w/schmidt, steve, carlson. dang. that was sad. :'( i'm def. gunna miss it.
next thing-----> school soccer.... :S excited- yes. sad-yes.

right now, i can hear my parents discussing when we're gunna put rustie to sleep. probably tomorrow. i cant take it anymore, she can't even walk....this is so hard. :'( :'(

anyone goin to the youth rally in FL this summer?!?!?! anyone wanna go.....? :-D

christmas is in 6 days. oh my gosh!!!!!!! and am i even near done w/my shopping...ummm NO.

screw mr. kuehl. i hate stats.

anyone got anything that can cheer me up.....it would be greatly appreciated.

i really hate it when people have their wipers going like hardcore, really fast, and it's barely raining out or anything. it drives me crazy. major pet peeve.

i miss camp. and most of my campers. and junior staff closing campfire, like LIT year when marcus and curt cried. and last year when me and chrissy balled- balling buddies. and i miss jared.

our video year book is HORRIBLE. i'm not in it at all- not even for soccer. oh boy, dont even get me started on soccer. there is like a minute and a half of soccer, and 3/4 of it is jv. and like half of student council is of brittany and jackie thompson's little brother- WHAT THE HECK?!!? ARE YOU STUPID?!?! i want to write an anonomyous hate letter to schmandtie.....but w/e.

Bra Sizes: Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E, F, G, and how the letters used to define bra sizes? If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for, it is about time you became informed! (A} Almost Boobs... (B) Barely there. {C} Can't Complain! {D} Dang! {DD} Double dang! (E} Enormous! {F} Fake. {G} Get a Reduction. {H} Help me, I've fallen and I can't get up.

^that was funny^

yay!!!!!!! jr. staff application in the mail today! HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!

HOLY CRAP, AM I EVER MAD.
first of all, i typed up this LONG blog. and it got deleted. AHHHHH
so now this version will be much shorter due to my anger
another thing i'm mad at- my grades suck.
secondly i hate school
thirdly, i HATE mr. kuehl.
that could be all that i hate right now

why do boys find boobs, those large lumps of fat on our chests, fascinating and attractive? i dont get it. they're fat, and the only purpose they really have is to milk babies. other than that, they only just sit there, and/or hurt like hell. .............w/e?!¿

i had a wonderful time at LITs. great bonding time with megan. we're super tight now :) got to hang out with werner and chrissy. and meet werner's HOTT friends. why do we go to kettle.............? hmmm.......

totally cant wait for our jr. staff christmas party, and having peeps over afterwards tomorrow. are 9 girls gunna fit in my basement?? oh boy. any white elephant gift ideas?

snowcoming next week. YAY. everyone- wear your pj's, and go to the dance. cuz if you dont, you're gay. or just a party pooper, and thats lame. so GO. faggits.........
sat the 18th could possibly be my last club soccer game ever. and my last game with schmidt. thats sad :( anyone wanna come?¿?¿?¿ (5 pm sat the 18th).....................or not...........?

oh man. i am so mad. mia hamm retired this week- AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW, until today when rachel told me. how could i not watch the news or espn or something. i didnt even get to see my idol, whom i've loved forever, retired and play her last game. i am SO mad. :( :(
W/E.

yummy, lasagna last night.

justin you make me laugh. kellye, you crack me up and i love you. lol ha ha ha

girls, pick a weekend in january, preferably a friday or saturday night....? that works for you and your parents for dinner. also for pics with the santa hats. and i need 3$ from each of you.

well, i'm off. dinner, and homework are calling me. have a great night. i love you all. PRAY FOR SNOW! :(
*(just think, i get to see some of you tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)*

carmelloismelo: I needed a break from my paper so I wrote you a little poem:
emily waldorf is a wonderful girl
someone special that gives my life a whirl
in times of trouble there she will be
with a caring attitude that is plain to see
a dominant soccer player—that is her fame
one of these days ill have to see a game
life isnt all clear there is some fog
from a broken eardrum to a dying dog
these things are sad but with you are freinds
so for the good times a laugh and the bad, amends
from your pal steve-o
^awww that was sweet :)^ thanks steve-ol-buddy-ol-pal ;)

thank you god, tomorrow is friday. i could not be happier. this week went by exceptionally fast. finally. AND, it snowed tonight. and ER was a good one. i am content.
"Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus....." Philippians 3:13b-14
"love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Matthew 5:44 (very true)

great weekend. :)
tanya i love you. lol. :)

the toilet paper sux. i hate it. :(
yay for soccer game this weekend..... :-)
yay for LITs at kml and wlc; and seeing camp people, and watching our teams win- hopefully, and seeing people at wlc i havent seen in forever....literally- forever.
jr. staff christmas party in 10 days and counting!!! :-D YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chrissy and i truly lead rough lives......

so i totally had way more to write in here. but i'm tired. goodnight moon, goodnight stars......