isn't it strange how, one minute life is going good, you're happy, excited for the next day---but then the next minute, you're sad, unhappy, depressed, dreading tomorrow?¿

so things have been going swell lately.
Friday night I went to the Hartford/Wisco game. saw some of my good old erin friends- sarah, kayla, jacque, derek, zach, joey...........shoulda gone to that party :(

Saturday i had xmas practice for christmas eve church, then..........soccer game. wowzers that was THE most physical game i have EVER played in 12 years. that is psycho. the ref wasnt even a real ref- he was a concession stand guy. FAGGIT. oh my god. a girl ripped my arm off and he didnt call it. so now, my OTHER shoulder is messed up real nice, strained my neck- that feels great. but we won, 3-2. thanks jordan for bringin tanya and kirsten- i wuv you guys!
the dance....hmmmm sad turn-out. there was like no one there. pretty dang bummed about that. w/e. LOL LOL ERIC. ha ha ha. caitlyn comes up- "hey sexy".....eric goes, "wha?!?! i'm your sister!" LOL LOL.....HA HA HA. funny stuff.

hmmm sunday.......church.
championship game. we lost, 5-7 :( so, that was my last club soccer game. last game w/schmidt, steve, carlson. dang. that was sad. :'( i'm def. gunna miss it.
next thing-----> school soccer.... :S excited- yes. sad-yes.

right now, i can hear my parents discussing when we're gunna put rustie to sleep. probably tomorrow. i cant take it anymore, she can't even walk....this is so hard. :'( :'(

anyone goin to the youth rally in FL this summer?!?!?! anyone wanna go.....? :-D

christmas is in 6 days. oh my gosh!!!!!!! and am i even near done w/my shopping...ummm NO.

screw mr. kuehl. i hate stats.

anyone got anything that can cheer me up.....it would be greatly appreciated.

i really hate it when people have their wipers going like hardcore, really fast, and it's barely raining out or anything. it drives me crazy. major pet peeve.

i miss camp. and most of my campers. and junior staff closing campfire, like LIT year when marcus and curt cried. and last year when me and chrissy balled- balling buddies. and i miss jared.

our video year book is HORRIBLE. i'm not in it at all- not even for soccer. oh boy, dont even get me started on soccer. there is like a minute and a half of soccer, and 3/4 of it is jv. and like half of student council is of brittany and jackie thompson's little brother- WHAT THE HECK?!!? ARE YOU STUPID?!?! i want to write an anonomyous hate letter to schmandtie.....but w/e.