"Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you’ve broken
Don’t close your eyes don’t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you’ve got now
Yeah and today is all you’ll ever have
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes

This is your life- are you who you want to be
This is your life- are you who you want to be
This is your life- is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to loser"
~Switchfoot- This is your life

This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You
~Rascal Flatts

merry christmas......... :)
hmmm what did i get? digital camera :-D, some clothes, earrings, frames, money, books, etc.....

i love this song:
When he was seeing her
You could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her
Because he knows he's missing out
Now it's haunting him
The memories like a ghost
He's so terrified
Cause no one else even comes close

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend
~"My Girl's Ex-Boyfriend" by Relient K

lol so we're at my grandpa's house in UP Michigan sunday, and his wife renata is like full blown german, k, maybe like 50%. but still, so as we're eating, she has this christmas music playing but its in german. and its this guy singing, and my grandpa randomly goes, "We're listenin to Hitler"
lol me, dad, and brett were laughing so hard, and grandpa didn't even smile, he just kept eating. lol omg it was hilarious lol. maybe you'd have to know my grandpa for it to be funny but still.

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
~Someday We'll Know- Mandy Moore

i TOTALLY can't wait to go snowmobiling this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D
i'm SOOOO excited.
hope ya'll have a good new years.....................................

this is the busiest break i've ever had....

so i was thinkin about it alot this weekend, and i can't believe that i go to college in 1 1/2 years. i cannot see myself in college, i'm scared. :(
definatley gunna miss my friends. lately, i've gotten alot closer to some people, and i love it. but then again, its gunna make leaving so much harder.
which leaves me to think about camp and staff. but i don't wanna think about that.

ha ha i love evan samnas(?). he is so funny. his blog definatley cracks me up.
i remember the time i told him to measure his bust size. so he did, and he was 3 inches short of me. which is really really weird. lol. he was quite confused about this- while he had company over. so he asked one of his other girl friends, and indeed he was close to her also. as this was occuring, i was laughing histerically. lol. it was a funny time- ron w/big boobs. lol.

so, monday morning, i said goodbye to my puppy for the last time. i looked into her big brown eyes for the last time. i cried and cried. thanks so much justin- i love you.
some people thought they knew what to say, but it didnt help and made me mad. but thanks for trying.

merry christmas and happy new year.
i miss every one of you. so call me and lets talk ;)
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