curiousity takes the reigns............................

That here in my heart there’s a refuge waiting
Here in my heart you just won’t let me go
I could run away run away
But you stay here in my heart
~Martina McBride

It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough
It's giving more when you feel like giving up....
~Martina McBride

It's a mystery like the deep blue sea,
You can take it, you can leave it,
but I still believe,
So I won't give up and I won't give in:
I know I'm gonna find him, I just don't know when.
A girl tryin' to find herself the perfect man,
Is like tryin' to find Atlantis.
~Jamie O'Neal

SO kids, whats new? any funny stories for me? i'd love to hear them! :)

i laugh at that pepto-bismal commercial that sings the song "nausea, heartburn, indigestion, upset stomach, diarrea..." lol its so funny. :)

HEY, are any of you juniors going to that thing at Bethany Lutheran College specifically for juniors? i really wanna go. lemme know if you're goin! :)

so, this is for all you guys that read this, what is your favorite colonge that you wear, and what is your favorite girl's perfume? i'm quite interested in that....someone please leave me a comment with that.... :) AND i wanna know what you think would be the most romantic thing you could do for a girl- and the coolest thing she could do for you..........

This is my horoscope: Cancer
YOU: try not to let your friends' taste in guys influence your heart. If you like him, then go for it. HIM: Loyalty is everything to untrasensitive Cancers. Don't play games to make him jealous or he'll be gone in 60 seconds.........
(that was fun..)

Jesse McCartney is SO hot. yeowch!!!

so, like, two days ago i got my seventeen magazine. and today i got my teen people magazine. i was reading the Teen people today after school and it had lots of the same stuff that seventeen does. i was quite bored with that.
and, i was weirded out to see that seventeen decided to put Jamie Lynn Spears on their cover- what is she like, 13? hmmmm.....does anyone care about the other sibling in famous families? NO. geez, kids are so spoiled. w/e..........

so, if any of you girls that play soccer wanna come to practice with me on tuesday nights from like 6:30-8ish...you are invited. we need people just to scrimage and goof around and what not. i would love it!!!

wow, what a great year 2004 was. it had its ups and downs though. so i'm gunna run through the fun times of 2004:
the countless days and nights i spent at rachels. we were crazy. i miss it. :(
steph's birthday extravaganza- the limo!
falling in love
spring teen retreat :) i love road trips with angie! lol ha ha ha ha and rachel came to camp! :)
soccer. good times with lauren- i miss her, and yay for adding lindsay and barisas to our squad.
junior staff training- one of the highest points of the year- i got to meet chrissy, road trip w/steph, fun fun fun times. I LOVE CAMP. can't forget leading siamese soccer w/werner!! :) :)
my birthday :) yay!
got my lisence- WOO HOO.
4th of july up north
CAMP- july 11-17!!! awesome awesome week. i learned alot about myself, and grew as a person, grew spiritually, learned to deal with people like my campers, even though i love them so much. and stacia, where would i be today w/o stacia? wow i love stacia to death.
vacation up north was definatley awesome!!!!! two of the best weeks of the whole summer.
visiting steph, ali, hannah, and werner at camp.
august rolled around= school :(
club soccer outdoor didnt go so well
indoor went fantastic- we took 2nd! :)
umm homecoming.....it was an interesting time.
football games were always fun.
fall teen retreat at camp- awesome time. it always is with chrissy and her wickie soft cheeks!
junior staff christmas party.
and, ALI'S COMING TO KML!! WOO HOO.

in 2004 i learned alot about myself. and i experienced heartbreak. not fun- but it makes you a stronger person.

off to sleepy land. goodnight.
MUCH LOVE. GOD BLESS YOUR 2005! :)
emily