i miss rustie :'( I'm so lonely without her. Deep down, I never wanna come home. She won't be here. I'm sad :(.....................

on a happier note, i've realized how much i love bobby. he is almost always so happy. He is the only other boy, besides justin lol, to call me princess. which he does every morning. he tells me "emily, I love you" all the time. and tells me i'm such a good sister- even though i'm not :(. he's so giving- i'll ask him for something of his and he gives it to me. he doesnt bother me. i am truly blessed to have a brother with downs. It gives me patience. I think everyone should help out with special olympics- its SO rewarding. and I'm being serious. but most of you are too busy anyways to give up a couple hours right? thats what i thought............

COUNTDOWNS
1 DAY TILL ALI COMES TO KML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! :D:D:D (CAN'T WAIT BABE!)
4 days till the big bball extravaganza at kettle :)
16 days till a day off of school :)
27 days till Valentines day :)
29 days till Steph's 17th....
36 days till Jordan's 18th....
42 days till Kellye's 17th....
54 days till soccer........
65 days till easter break.... :D (AZ???)
76 days till our first KML soccer game.....(@ Dominican :( )
100 days till PROM......... :D :D
110 days till Jared's 20th
124 days till RACHEL'S 17TH :D
127 days till regionals......
135 days till junior year is over-------------wow
138 days till graduation---- :'(
144 till my last year of: JUNIOR STAFF TRAINING :D
156 days till MY 17TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
160 days till Mike's wedding in Glacier National Park- Montanna!! :)
172 days till a possible session at camp! :)
183 days till SUMMER VACA AT THE CABIN :D :D

sometimes, things you think will never work out- work out surprisingly much better than you anticipated. those kind of things make me smile :)
jordan- its my birthday, why didnt you get me anything?! GEEZ.......... FAGGIT. :-P jk jk.

so, i went shopping yesterday. and i LOVE shopping. its one of my ultimate favorite things. and i finally got a new wallet. its the coolest. and a new belt. which is also pretty shnazzy. and some stuff from bath & body. and, i was in, i think, the biggest bath & body works I've ever seen. it was awesome. i was "emily heaven".

I'm ready. YOU know what i mean............

American Idol tonight- WOO HOO.
oh man, and guess what. i have study hall with steve gurgel, and ali now! and i sit between nick and rachel and steve! that is way fun!! can't wait to see what THIS semester has to reveal...... :) ha ha.....

i know ALOT of people that drive a Ford Taurus: Mom Mueller, Eric, Beth, Anne, Matthew, Steve, Shinnick, Mrs. German (soon to be called "mom"), anyone else to add to my list?

I miss adam igl. ha ha. funny kid. and werner, evan, borck, jared, VANDENBERG- WHERE THE HELL HAS THAT KID BEEN?, Stine- where's she at?, STACIA, angie york :(, kirsten semrow, grade school peeps like: marlee, jamie, angie, derek, josh, sarah, brooke. wow. i miss alotta people. too many to keep track of.

:-O I SMELL MASHED POTATOES.............................. YUM.

soccer practice was cancelled tonight. relief. :)
except i'm so insanely out of shape. oh well............................i mean...............THATS HORRIBLE.

i actually cleaned my room yesterday :)

lol, so brett and my dad lost their first game yesterday. brett was pissed. and dad was kinda too. it was funny.

jordy- just wait, i'll skunk you next time. its a promise.

well well well, dinner at the Waldorf Household is calling my tastebuds...........
Stay Strong.
Keep Smiling.
Take Care.
God Bless.
Some Food for Faith:
~Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9
~Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you. Matt. 5:44
~Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 Thess. 5:16-18