more lyrics from relient k- LOVE THEM.

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you
And just stop Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for
~The One I'm Waiting For

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them for my sake
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry
Because I fall so short of your glory
To the best of my ability
I'm practicing humility

And I lay myself before
'Cause less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more

A part of myself
All that I am
You love me so much
That you fill me again
And may these words on my heart, on my lips
Somehow mean so much more than this
Jesus, I pray
Know what I'm trying to say
~Less is More

"When I Go Down"
I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that I'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I'll stand up again
and do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I heardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I lift my eyes up to you
I won't look very far
cause you'll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again
to life me up again

wow. rk truly inspires me.
Ali, i am so excited :)

me, mom, and dad finally figured out the party i'm having with my friends and their parents. yay. :)

so, last weekend at the movie. i noticed a girl that looked familiar. i saw her when i visited steph, werner, and ali up at camp their week. she was, of course, ali's camper. so i told ali. and ali was SO excited to see her camper! i was also excited for her, i know the feeling :) lol and ali gave her a hug and was quite excited, and her camper was not excited to see ali at all. lol. it was kinda funny, cuz ali got really no response, but i felt bad also. that was a sad moment for CP jr. staff across the country.........................*Moment of silence for ali german*.............................

today was a good day. unlike the beginning of this week. which was not great. at all. but i'm growing as a person every day. "That which does not kill you, ultimately makes you stronger."
I think, i've come to realize, that no matter what happens, life goes on. and i care too much. so now, i'm going to attempt to live a life w/o worries.

so today i came home w/o really any homework. :)
i got a new piano book today and i love the piece i'm playing.
i can relax until...............
INDOOR SOCCER NIGHT AT KML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!! i am SO excited. everyone should go. or you're a boring person.
then ER is on finally tonight. :)
then bedtime! yay.
and tomorrow is a friday.
then speed camp saturday. CAN'T WAIT.

anyone wanna do anything this weekend? lemme know. or not....................

well, i g2g pick up bobby from bball. i'll be back. have an EXCELLENT afternoon.
love, wally