IM SORRY

wow. steph kinda scared me there- threatening to take me out her links n all. ha ha.
well well well,,,,,,,what to write about.

jordan turned 18 like two weeks ago, so i'm officially illegal to him now. bummer :(
and i took him to a bucks game and chili's. it was my first bucks bball game ever so that was pretty cool. they actually dominated too.

kellye is also 17 now. yay kel.

hmmm.....my grandpa had surgery. he's ok, dont worry.
and this weekend my parents are going up to upper michigan because renata, his wife, is throwing him a surprise 80th bday party. i get to stay home and truck brett around to his jr. charger tournament.
he has a state tournament in merill the same weekend i have my ACT test- and i was really lookin forward to goin to a hotel for two nights. but no, i have to stay home alone :'( I HATE BEING HOME ALONE AT NIGHT.

so, i know there are people that dont like camp. and alot of them have no specific reason to HATE camp for any reason. they just do. and they make fun of it- really bad. it upsets me. maybe their excuse is that they had a bad experience there- like a horrible counselor. the counselors there now are amazing. and camp is SO much fun. i just hate that fact that people put camp and the people that go there down. they dont realize the affect they have. people just need to keep things like that to themselves and not talk about other people behind their backs.

on a happier note........i hung out with Angie Prewie and Drew this weekend. it was a good time.
AND, i saw Kirsten Semrow- SO sweet. i miss her.

on friday- i got up at 12:30. that was SAWEET. i love having days off.
saturday was a busy day........volunteered at school for soccer. last speed camp- kirsten, monica, and i had a good time ha ha, then jordan came with me to brett's game- they lost :(
THEN, jordan and i came home, while my parents stayed at stonebank. there was nothing for dinner, so we (I) made choc. chip pancakes. we made mickey (minnie) mouse, a heart, and a star. they were just about the MOST dominant pancakes I've ever seen. lol ha ha i'll post pics later.

today i took a walk with my mom and dad. i have an interesting relationship with both of them. my mom and i got in alot of fights last year- really bad. she wants me to be "feminine" but she still supports all the sports i do, and she LOVES sports.
my dad has always been my stronghold, or my anchor. we have a really tight relationship, and we always will. i talk to him about sports- ALOT. and if i have a problem, he always listens and sometimes gives advice, but mostly listens. hes just so awesome. i want to marry someone that treats my kids like my dad treats us.

i hate that feeling when you have to sneeze, but you cant.

here you go sweetheart:
Lyin here with you
Listenin to the rain
Smilin just to see
A smile upon your face

These are the moments
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Lookin in your eyes
Seein all I need
Everything you are
Is everything in me

These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments
I know all I need is this
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more then this time together
I could not ask for more then this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream has come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you, here with me

These are the moments
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more then this time together
I could not ask for more then this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream has come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you, here with me

No, I could not ask for more then this love you gave me
Cause it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Nooo, yeah
No, I could not ask for more
Ahahaha, yeah

so........
SOCCER STARTS IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!

guess what- i get to go to a leadership seminar at the Sheraton in Brookfield Tues after school and all day Wednesday, which means- I GET TO MISS SCHOOL!!!! It shall be a grand time- me, andy wiech, ben, and anna, and dean.

well, i g2g. bedtime.
love, emily