random blog, my thoughts and feelings, and excerpts and memories.....

You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on...

I...

1 MINUTE AGO: I was talking to berg...
1 HOUR AGO: I was watching "Date My Mom"
1 DAY AGO: I was fighting with my little brother
1 WEEK AGO: I was chillin at home...?
1 YEAR AGO: either soccer practice, maybe talkin online....
I HURT: when i feel people dont care about me, or talk about me behind my back, or i dont feel loved, or when I think about all the camp people i miss.....
I LOVE: soccer, usually, my family, friends, my dog, CAMP
I HATE: liars, pastor moldenhauer, mr. kuehl, fighting........
I FEAR: death by attack of birds.......
I HOPE: we go undefeated in indoor, that this year gets better
I FEEL: worried and confused about the future- soccer, college, school, friends
I LISTEN: to Believe, by Yellowcard
I HIDE: my frustration and feelings
I DRIVE: a minivan. yay for chrissy and girls that drive minivans club
I PLAY: the piano, use to play the flute, hope to soon play guitar
I MISS: how things were last year, camp, everyone from camp, peeps from erin
I LEARNED: "don't cry because its over, smile because it happened", "the only thing that counts is faith," people change, not everything goes the way you want it to, work with what you've got, smile
I WAIT: to go to camp again, to know what God has planned for my future.....
I KNOW: that Jesus loves me.
I NEED: confidence, strength- all kinds, mostly physical, optimism.....
I THINK: i should go do my homework.......blah

interesting......

if you were a rapper, what would you call yourself??
rachel, remember the alien thing from toy story, when they move their lips- "OOOOOOOHHH"?!

MEMORIES:
"marcus came over, i showered....WHILE HE WATCHED TV, just to clear that up. then we went to my old school, said hi to the fam, came home, then left. we went to his house and watched movies. i slept over there. church, then some more movies, then the passion, then a fun long ride home. " --->this is weird to me. (march 08, 2004)

"lol rachel came over yesterday after we lifted and ran, and we had a very fun talk in my bed...."so, ya wanna try it?" LOL!!!! long story...dont ask. " (March 03, 2004)
"friday was one of the funniest nights in a long time. rachel and i had a hilarious time at marcus's game, wandering the halls, almost falling down the bleachers, sand-trap!, BOB, the little kid that sat behind us........." (March 01, 2004)

"friday was a breathtaking, electrifying, exhilarating, intoxicating, thrilling, titillating, spastic day..........i went over to rachels, we looked at the scrap book and reminisced......then we made these awesome shakes with oreos, ice cream, and milk....they were amazing!! we waited for steph, talked about some provocative things, then ate our pizza. stephanie came over and we had an amazing time. read steph's blog and it will explain the super-de-duper hyjacking the bus plan we had. we then planned to steal a cart with my jeep. we will put hosiery over our heads, and play the mission impossible theme song blasting out of my car as the car bounces around. the whole parking lot will be looking at us as we steal the cart.....the cops will arrest us and my dad will laugh at us when we are in jail......and rachel will say "bum-mer" lol just wait for the mug-shots! WE ARE GOING TO STEAL A CART!!!" (April 28, 2004)

"wow, although tonight sucked......i still had fun. this long long paragraph is dedicated to my soccer girls :)memories that i will laugh about for LONG time! lol:Teresa's yellow umbrella, her umbrella dance, "happy birthday teresa......Teresa hansen 'OH OH THATS ME' happy birthday" LOL......megan stole a cup...jamie stole silverware.....what a lutheran school we are! lol..spiked noodles....goose...HONK! lol, megan out the window.."IS THERE A SUBWAY?.....QUIZZNOS??" LMAO!. rachel....lets go look at the car seat....what car seat?-"THE SEAT FROM A CAR?!?!" lol......the pewaukee track team running through the trees...kinda weird, lol, "i'm psycho"......stealing mints.....megan had to pee at least 5 times....crapping in public toilets=yeah not cool....."FREE PROGRAMS!!!" lol...wow they're free! "THIS IS GOD....." George Clooney! lolmegan...can i play in the sand with you? HA....lauren pissing! OMG FUNNIEST THING EVER! ALMOST PISSED MY PANTS!. water bottle pom-poms..yeah i was on some sugar high.......amanda: green, rachel: GREEN! lmao!; randy and richard! ha ha........lol scaring pastor: "What's goin on under the bus?!" HA HA HA HA HA.....starbucks...oh so good. mr. washburn falling down was priceless! yet again, teresa's umbrella! team mascot....big yellow umbrella! ha ha ha " <---- just for kixx! (April 21, 2004)

~If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, you know it was meant to be.
~Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes just be an illusion.

"so every day, rachel and i do something to matt, lol make fun of him, put midol in his milk and sauce, use EX-LAX on him (that totally flopped but it was still hilarious!), throw his book under the table, eat his pizza crust, eat his cookies, tell him landon takes his stuff..not really, lol. MATT, you are our only entertainment and you keep us laughing. thanks for all the good times..." (April 9, 2004)

"girls night was way fun. i was on my death bed in the parking lot of target...." (April 6, 2004)

LOL remember in phy ed, when steph full out spit on jenny!!! LOL

For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. Matt. 6:14-15

emmers.....